I was on a bike and the feel of the wind on my face was like no other.
It all just came back... I felt really lonely, like really lonely. (You know that lonely feeling even when you are in the midst of a crowd). Like nobody was really connecting to a part of me.. (Can't explain it tho)
Went to class though, but it felt worse. I left the house and went to see my best friend of all time from way back.
We talked about the old times and laughed alot (he always has that effect of me, he snaps me out of any bad mood, no matter how sour or deep or bad.It all just came back... I felt really lonely, like really lonely. (You know that lonely feeling even when you are in the midst of a crowd). Like nobody was really connecting to a part of me.. (Can't explain it tho)
Went to class though, but it felt worse. I left the house and went to see my best friend of all time from way back.
I don't know how he does that).. at that moment I felt great and afterwards we had a little dutch. But it was short-lived because I had to prepare for a test and it turned out well tho...
But today ehn, I did so much and ended up really tired, had a lil time to sleep before church only to find out that SOMEBODY has been talking *some kind things*. Would give you the full gist tomorrow... But church afterwards was awesome.. I learnt a couple of things tho..
Best of them is, the person you envy had only worked on him/herself overtime... You can work on your gift and make the most of it, be the best of you, don't while away time wishing you were someone else.
BE YOU. DO YOU.
Not my best selfie but here's a little something....... #eyesclosed#

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