This time!

This particular write up (paragraph) is inspired by John Legend and its headed by his song "this time". And I'm caught reminiscing about myself and all that went down, the people I let go, the moments I missed out on trying to be extra careful, the things I didn't say at the right time, the places I refused to go, the people i didn't give a chance and the people i almost knew.. Its not like I regret any but I'm just taking my time to imagine what would have happened...
OK, I didn't spend my time doing all that (like imagining and all). I spent my boring day watching a movie(RESOLUTION) and only took a break to cook and go to the market and right about now I'm talking to Ele (remember him?) Yh, guess u might. And I'm pretty sure I'd just continue my movie after this call soo.

Imma draw the curtains since there's not much to say. Oh, plus right about now my younger sister is
scared of me (like I scared the hell outta her).
She was still at her friends at past nine (and believe me when I say its not the first time) so I went to scold her home and just picked up from there. She had to b scared cuz I'm like her paddiest pal and I hardly (almost never get angry at her, the first I was this angry she cried through it all. I guess she toughened up a bit, she was still quite frightened tho). So with my eyes all huge and my voice all up speaking plenty English and saying all the wrong words, I pushed her away for the night and only God knows when this will pass. The irony is we woke up as best friends. Here's what happened, at midnight she came to squeeze herself with me on the couch (that's where I love to sleep, not like Ion't have a bed o) and begged ( did I mention she hardly/ almost never really begs), so Yh she begged for me to hold her and stay with her through the night. I sensed something was wrong and held her tight all through the night(thumbs to the heroic big sis that I am) and woke her up with a Peck on her forehead and "everything's OK" in her ears. She promised to tell me her nightmare later at night when its washed off, but I guess we'll never find out now. But really, I feel terribly awful I had to scold her so much she got frightened. And now I feel like I'm wrong. But I was tryna do the right thing. Or, was I actually wrong??

Below is a picture of both of us..
Oh, and lemme warn u ahead, she hardly smiles... Not never, just hardly.